Thank you for people who will just call out of the blue are just be positive and uplifting.
Last night I was having a conversation with my girlfriend and she asked the question, “are you sad about your work status?”. The reason being, since nursing school ended, the only job I’ve been working has been an Outpatient Surgery Center. Great and fun place to work. I only work 8 hour shifts but the thing about it is, due to just still being a newbie, I don’t really get that many shifts. I work at most 2 times a week and sometimes it’s not even that. I’ve been looking for full-time work but haven’t been lucky yet.
Anyways, it’s not really something to be sad about, but just disappointed. I want to do more and help support my parents. I want to have that feeling of having my life a little more put together and that independence of being able to do things on my time and money. It takes a lot of power to tell myself through, “don’t stress about it. If you work at it, it’ll come in due time.” I guess that’s right. I think God’s just trying to teach my stubbornness some other things. Like how to balance my spiritual life and my physical life. How to be consistent in prayer or how to be better in relationships. While I have time I guess I need to be put to work in other aspects of my life. So when I do find work and then have lack of time, I’ll have already worked on those attributes.
Patience is key.
Happy 17!
I woke up too late to go hiking with my cousins.
I’m leaving to Vegas tonight to be with my gf’s family.
